It has been two days, seems i am finding trouble to reveal my inner thoughts. why? entah nda ku tau wang~ depressed? i kinda feeling depressed lately.....uni stuff? life dilemma? i have no idea mysef. i bought Zoolander dvd and still feeling a bit down.
kalau aku kan mempost something in my blog...surely its gonna be a serious and sad one...nda ku mau...perhaps its im no in a mood to do blog at the moment.
Someone just gave me a video about a group of guys 'did' a girl back home, coz they were talking in kedayan. the video shocked me, the girl was whimpering but her whimper kinda confuse me. is it dat she was in pain from it. and was she being raped? i really have no idea, coz in the video she did not put enuf fight to stop them. though my fren cakap dat she was being held by another boys....tapi at certain points she was just lay there doing nothing. why she did not scream and crying for help? from the sounds from the background, i heard a waves sound. kali jua, but im not entirely sure. my fren said that she and one of the guy that did her, kenalan through IM and they decided to meet up. that time he was with his frens....so somehow..gang-bang came up.
from watching that movie..honestly it has shocked me emotionally. kan bagi menangis ada jua meliat coz meliat bangsa sendiri sanggup buat perkara bayie macam atu. honestly i did not see any human in it, but i saw bunch of animals. i know it sounds rude.....tapi...jeez...kucing ku d rumah lagi inda mengamput and willing to share perempuan, there i said it. kalau binatang lagi pintar dari atu, apatah lagi durang tu. whats below animal? aku pun nda tahu.
at the moment, i just wanted to talk to someone....just wanna talk. i need someone to talk....talk is good. talk is great for ur mind i guess, with talking to someone...ur option and ur view opens up. your view of life would expand.
perhaps bekas aku meliat video atu, it pulled me down deep lagi. aiya....atau semakin lapar jua hahaaha.
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