Now, aku nak pulak bercerita tentang satu hal yang i reckon been in my mind for a freaking long time. tapi taklah sentiasa...tapi kerap menghantui fikiran ku. seperti biasa...setiap kali perkara cinta timbul, we tend to think and visualize it as a heart shape....not the actual heart in human anatomy cause that really gross and not a pretty thing to see (not that ive been cutting people up). its usually in red colour....sometimes those girls and some boys prefer it to be in pink haha. just look at the picture that i posted next to this paragraph, thats how people usually tells u how love looks like. thats the easy part. then come the harder or shall i say complicated part. when or how love bring about? is it love at first sight....or cause of materialistic? or its just there, when the time comes...it would appeared from nowhere. there this script from a movie, wedding planner where a person said that he was arranged married with his wife where there was no love whatsoeva between them at first. then one day he was sick...the wife took care of him very well despite there was no mutual love between them. then he said...because of what she have done to him, he respected her...which lead to like her and eventually love her.
i know, being in relationship, being in love with another person is not an easy thing. its not like a walk in a park. when u are together with another person (eg relationship) its like u have to consider ur partner's feeling and heart. its much easier when u r alone, u knew what u wanted for ur satisfaction and expectation...as well wat piss u off. when u with another person, as i said..u have to consider other's as well. u cant do whateva u wanted to do regardless other's opinion and feelings. if u do....dat just plain selfish, and u better off being alone.
kan manusia ni biasa taking granted with wat infront of them. hey....we're human man!. tapi tak lah semua orang gitu...i always ency those people who seems (to me) that they are happy and they act as they belong to each other. my friends once told me a story that they have a friend which always told them that she and her guy never quarrel. atu memang sah lah dia penipu....or i shall say denial. kan P.Ramlee menyanyi kan, lagi lidah tergigit ini pulak laki bini (sorry aku tak tau sangat lyric dia).
oh ok back to the topic...love...i tend to gambar kan love is a very indah/beautiful thing in life....aku tak mau sangat nak mengambar kan yang perkara buruk berkait dengan nya...cause my life are full of it already hahaha...so malas lah nak menambah kan masalah kat hidup ku. i like to imagine being together with her...just sitting together somewhere i love to be....like kat pantai...santai babe...syok kali ah d pantai. angin...the sounds of waves hitting the shore. it is very peaceful to me. then we talk...about us..life. so far belum lagi terjadi hahahaha. baik jua ada gambar pantai d dalam simpanan ku nah....bisai jua oleh nya...this is if im not mistaken kat pantai meragang. somewhere on the way to muara..surely everyone kat brunei tau kat mana tempatnya. if not...dude u better go out more often man....get off ur ass!
last nite, we had a little dinner party, somewhere in the middle of it...a fren of mine said...sungguh pun cinta ku fizikal...hahaha...talur, if u said thats impossible....i wud say to u...how naive u can get. ada kali ah orang macam atu. lookin at looks, brain/status and wealth. wat the chance for others who dont have any three of that. ntah....macam aku kali...i dont ave any of those...hahaha sedih?!?!...malas ku ingau! (denying). sometimes it does bother me...but i do not let it get me. just get ur mind to focus on another thing...keep u preoccupied insya allah...you wont think about it anymore.
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