belle! belle! berbunyi belle ku!

I am not addicted to blog already....its just dat i have to write about this lady...a lovely beautiful lady. petang tadi...Z and I went to watch Rush Hour 3 kat indroopilly at 310 show. the movie was okay i reckon...anywys enuf about that.
one of the trailers was 'Good Luck Chuck'....and guess who in it...this girl....what her name? how do i spell her name...let see...G..O..R..G..E..O...U...S.....^^ in the movie jessica was potrayed as an accident prone young lady....she walked into a pole...caught her skirt at the car doors...apa saja embarrassing accident yang sewaktunya lah. Z said she chipped her teeth when she walked into the pole...oh well i said...biar tia...biar ter chipped her teeth...masih jua ia gorgeous to me hahahaha. i dont like her in fantastic 4....macam wig di pakainya...and blond nda lawa kedia. shes stil at the top of my female celebrity list. i think shes also dumber in the movie....and bit of pemihir...tu in the pix...d biar kan nya pulang hancur eskrim nya ah....babe let me finish ur eskrim...oh no i dont mind sharing with ya....first base yo...untung seposen! hahahaha

Cinta itu berbentuk hati....adakah itu jantung?

Now, aku nak pulak bercerita tentang satu hal yang i reckon been in my mind for a freaking long time. tapi taklah sentiasa...tapi kerap menghantui fikiran ku. seperti biasa...setiap kali perkara cinta timbul, we tend to think and visualize it as a heart shape....not the actual heart in human anatomy cause that really gross and not a pretty thing to see (not that ive been cutting people up). its usually in red colour....sometimes those girls and some boys prefer it to be in pink haha. just look at the picture that i posted next to this paragraph, thats how people usually tells u how love looks like. thats the easy part. then come the harder or shall i say complicated part. when or how love bring about? is it love at first sight....or cause of materialistic? or its just there, when the time comes...it would appeared from nowhere. there this script from a movie, wedding planner where a person said that he was arranged married with his wife where there was no love whatsoeva between them at first. then one day he was sick...the wife took care of him very well despite there was no mutual love between them. then he said...because of what she have done to him, he respected her...which lead to like her and eventually love her.

i know, being in relationship, being in love with another person is not an easy thing. its not like a walk in a park. when u are together with another person (eg relationship) its like u have to consider ur partner's feeling and heart. its much easier when u r alone, u knew what u wanted for ur satisfaction and expectation...as well wat piss u off. when u with another person, as i said..u have to consider other's as well. u cant do whateva u wanted to do regardless other's opinion and feelings. if u do....dat just plain selfish, and u better off being alone.
kan manusia ni biasa taking granted with wat infront of them. hey....we're human man!. tapi tak lah semua orang gitu...i always ency those people who seems (to me) that they are happy and they act as they belong to each other. my friends once told me a story that they have a friend which always told them that she and her guy never quarrel. atu memang sah lah dia penipu....or i shall say denial. kan P.Ramlee menyanyi kan, lagi lidah tergigit ini pulak laki bini (sorry aku tak tau sangat lyric dia).

oh ok back to the topic...love...i tend to gambar kan love is a very indah/beautiful thing in life....aku tak mau sangat nak mengambar kan yang perkara buruk berkait dengan nya...cause my life are full of it already hahaha...so malas lah nak menambah kan masalah kat hidup ku. i like to imagine being together with her...just sitting together somewhere i love to be....like kat pantai...santai babe...syok kali ah d pantai. angin...the sounds of waves hitting the shore. it is very peaceful to me. then we talk...about us..life. so far belum lagi terjadi hahahaha. baik jua ada gambar pantai d dalam simpanan ku nah....bisai jua oleh nya...this is if im not mistaken kat pantai meragang. somewhere on the way to muara..surely everyone kat brunei tau kat mana tempatnya. if not...dude u better go out more often man....get off ur ass!

last nite, we had a little dinner party, somewhere in the middle of it...a fren of mine said...sungguh pun cinta ku fizikal...hahaha...talur, if u said thats impossible....i wud say to u...how naive u can get. ada kali ah orang macam atu. lookin at looks, brain/status and wealth. wat the chance for others who dont have any three of that. ntah....macam aku kali...i dont ave any of those...hahaha sedih?!?!...malas ku ingau! (denying). sometimes it does bother me...but i do not let it get me. just get ur mind to focus on another thing...keep u preoccupied insya allah...you wont think about it anymore.

The simpsons family, and homer's arm has been pulled off

i think homer was the victim of vandalism....perkatan lain bagi nya is pemugut. ave u guys still ingat one of those advertisement/commercial di dalam TV brunei once upon a time masa dulu~...like in early 90s...i think 90 an kot?!? anwysy....where this two dudes...were in a school...then suddenly..perhaps it was a conspiracy or mere coincidence two of them have to go to the loo. when they stepped in to the toilet...damn boi! berigali kan bagi mati olehnya. i reckon theres no need of me to describe wat exactly happened to the toilet...as i could not remember jua hahaha. kalau makcik/janitor skulah meliat bah the condition jamban sekulah of that two dudes...meraung menangis kali durang eh.

then they decided to do it in the bush....which i think infront of the toilet..they took the position...and unzipped their seluar. suddenly...a girl walk passed by...she shrieked...they zipped and run away to only god knows where. atu nganya ku ingat saja...i reckon in the advert...one of the dude died of constipation hahahaha no lah...just kidding. but i love that advert...it sent the message very well, which is janitor bersih kan benar2 jamban skulah atu hahah no lah be ibun saja. the real message is, simply, do not vandal government possession...cause it menyusah kan for those constipation people...kesian bisdurang...terkirit di dalam seluar durang. beri malu akan nama keluarganya dude.

mid-semester break? what mid-semester break!

Hey....its been what? 4-5 hours i have posted my first ever blog in my 'hopefully-survive' blog. hahahaha. nothing to do...so what else to kill time, wasting infront of laptop with posting up stuff about your life.

During that 4-5 hours, something has struck me...how i am respect those people who have accepted rejection or lost with pride and dignity. rather than cry their lungs out and scream as if their life were taken out of their very body....they walk out gracefully. its not easy to accept such reality when you know u r not good enough of something. c'mon...its impossible for us to be good at something. as a fren of mine said....if u knew that u r sucks at something...might as well be the best suck at it. there is no point to be pretending to be good at it. keep saying to myself, eventually someday or someone...there would be a rejection for me...duli ko ja! i just live my life to the fullest...knowing that i am who i am, just do things the best that i possibly can. alhamdulilah...ok pun so far. seems still exploring my own life and have found wonderful people along the way. found new things, that i never think i would do before.

why dont i talk about my mid-semester break...so far...it was fun...hanging out wit frens and not doing a thing of uni's work hahaha. feel been slacking behind with some readings...i discovered that its not me alone, few whining from my frens....she said its because it toward the end of year. benar jua...manakan from early childhood dah....i remember when in primary as well high school..the longest break would be on december. a month of break...who doesnt like that. but the mid-semester break is finally over...time to resume 'my work zone'. *sigh*

Perasmian Blog My Destination So Far

Let me first started my blog dengan kata Bismillahirahmanirahim.....

Tanggal (checking the date from the PC clock thing) 30th September 2007, i have unofficially started my first Xth blog. i reckon i have created about 2 or 3 blog for last year. let see, there is one from hotmail...then friendster then another blog website cant remember. anywys, aku really do not know if this gonna survive for 4 weeks...maklum lah...aku ani cepat kelamuan (in another word jemu). hopefully ok lah and survive for me to do crap things and nonsense that happened to me somewhere in my life-course time.

I used to hype about being buat blog and all, but a fren of mine said...wats the point of blogging, she said ranting about ur daily whine to strangers and brtahu them all about ur problems to the whole population. she does have a point but not necessarily true. lagipun, blogging much fun when u have internet access like 24/7...back at home kat Brunei Darussalam (eseh) aku takde lah access gitu2....just wat-do-ya-called...mmm cable thing..not espeed mahupun wireless...perhaps aku pergi je kat hotspot kat brunei yang berjurit kat sana sini to do my blog huh. dapat jua ku jalan2 membuang masa hahaha

Am i a lame person, coz at first...i wanted to post...a chorus from madonna's song....' I'm a virgin' coz...this is a new blog and all..i keep thinking that whenever myself or others are new at other things...geez i wonder when that would be get old.