Sunday, February 17, 2008

alangkah bisainya kau bertudung....dan berskirt hot pantz!!!! mengliur kan ahahahha

hey people....aduh lama udah guwe nggak taruh'in apa-apa post for blog ya.

masa ani ku cuti bah....dirumah atu lagi blum lagi nda ada 'internet' access..ada pulang yang pakai 'tali' terpaksa menari from telefun lagi. atu yang bagi malas.

masa atu ada orang espeed from telbru kan memasang, tapi salah rumah..kalinya orang sebelah yang subscribed. :P nanti tah.lagipun i heard from azimas...my really beautiful fren ahaks....mengampu (ia dapat bonus kali ah). ada promotion as low for 29.99 for a limited quota. liat lah nanti

ani pun nda ku tau wat im gonna do for the first post for 2008. soon aku kan belayar balik ke brisbane...so expect lots of free time and post blogs from me haahahahahah.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Dengan ini ku tamat kan bacaan ku, menari ballet~

heelleewwww~ and aslkum to all (yang sudi membaca blog ku) or u guys have nothing to do...to kill time main click2 the links haha. anywys....today seems to be good fine day...cuaca is not that fanas and not that vindy. in fact its not windy....ku lihat dedaunan kat luar atu tahan2 saja. its 830 in the morning. manakala most of my companions tidak kira d brunei or orang sini, masih lagi membulati mata. manakala aku...yang sesungguh nya rajin bagai kan budak baik datang ke uni.

actually i planned to wake up at 3 in the morning but then...due to the physiological reason (nda cukup tdor)....aku sambung beauty sleep ku til 6 in the morning. got up, had a shower...got dressed...lil of breakfast...zoom to the bus stop. i thought we're the only group thats gonna have exam on saturday...kali nya ada lagi orang awal, lebih terawal daripada kediaku. perhaps their gonna start at 830 in the morning.

guess what, this is my last exam for the year of 2007. alhamdulilah...im not saying the exam was that walk in the park...in fact...well...exam apa yang senang sangat. (to all those braniacs and geniuses out there, shhhhh). of course lah those yang senang...belajar for it ke tahap extreme. pasal belajar to the extreme kehkehkeh, ada this one drama malaysia yang ku lihat bak then, he was in the library and studying. the next thing happened...gila babi tia. whats gila babi? nda ku tau ah apa in medical term...Crazy Pig? or Hallucinating Pig? or Mad Warthog? choose..hahahaha
pasal atu kali, subconsciously...kan belajar to the extreme, im not into that. takut ku lai~.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Whats New Boh?!?! Nothing Just Virus In You~!

Assalam'kum guys....

masa atu ada ku berjanji kan post new things, especially gambar-gambar raya tahun 2007 and Linkin Park Concert...Jeez, banyak jua janji ku atu. but i did say Insya allah back then...kalau tak percaya pegilah tengok.

awu nya mu, the internet conneciton back home dah pun laju...pelalai jua aku atu...assiiikk dengan download lagu-lagu yang terbaru untuk mp3 ku. sampai ke tahap asik menonggeng ku download lagu from internet....walaupun busy belajar jua tatkala atu. maklum lah..hidup ini mesti ber multitasking....kalau tak..banyak masa terbuang. sebenarnya masa ani aku dah nak kan review the lectures for the exam that im going to do at 130pm nanti. at the moment it just turned 9am. rajin kan aku atu~. rajin hantap nya mu.

aku sunyi dari MSN, blog ku nda lagi terupdate....and facebook ku pun nda ku berbunyi....all of that indicate that my computer slash laptop are down people!. the last thing i did (surfing) before it went into coma, i clicked the video inside of facebook. perhaps theres a link that goes somewhere...invited that damn viruses. jeez...whats with me with virus. ada-ada saja. so down kan tu...since nda lama lagi ku kan balik ke brunei!!! *Grinning so wiide~* i would get it fixed there saja. last tuesday that was 2 days ago..did my first exam paper, now today, is the second. nda lama lagi im going to be a free man.....free as a bird.....apakan. cawie~.

without my computer, to make things even worse....without internet.....BUNTU kepala ku lai~...wats buntu? i know theres a specific word for that in dictionary....but i dont bother to open up one at the moment :P , luckily i can and able to charge my mp3 without any problem. kalau ada....im gonna be crraazzieeee!

perhaps pagi saturday lagi ku update wats going one with me during this week..before aku balik hehehehe. till then.....may the force be with you!!!!

aslam'kum

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Keboringan ku yang teramat!!! at the moment, aku berada di uni planning to enroll for the second year first semester. turned out that two well three of what i intended to enroll are full. even 53 minutes later, keep recheck the courses and still it is full. *checking again* yeap full masih.

so aku bored kat sini semantara menunggu kawan ku yang kami berjanji nak enrolling sama-sama. sedih jua hari ani, mendung memanjang je. boring...boring. the thing that i do not like when it the day seems to be cloudy...when it rains. basah saja atu nda ku suka..sejuk-sejuk seka :D tapi...basahness....become my hateness.

apa kukan hias post ku kali ani. about my studying? yeah..about that..i am suppose to be studying at home, tapi aku ke uni coz the connection are quite str8 compare kat d rumah so ani tah ku d uni ani. bebalik kepada studying...try to...my focus seems to be scattered all over the place. sometimes on the 18th lah...sometimes...on the 6th, 8th and 10th tia. sometimes....at the present lah...maybe and perhaps that is the problem cause i cant retain focus at one place. if i hold it down..somehow..it gives me headache. argh...arrgghh....arrgghghhhhhhh (apakan!?)

bah nanti tah lagi...no pix again hahahaha

Monday, October 29, 2007

Cerita Kanak-kanak yang telah di rejek kerana masalah IMBUHAN

Senang bagi ku untuk mengakhiri hayat ku pada tatkala ini. akal fikiran ku yang rasional entah kemana menghilang, bagaikan tiada ada hari esok untuk ku lagi.

Rasa sakit hatiku masih ku terasa, bagaikan luka dihiris seribu kali. tubuh ku terasa kedinginan walau aku terasa peluh dari dahi ku terjatuh ke tangan ku yang tergetar-getar. aku duduk seketika disudut bilik ku, yang kelihatan jauh dari dunia luar. bayangan mu berkali-kali bermain di fikiran ku. senyuman manis mu, sentuhan mu dan pandangan mata mu....namun bukan kepada ku...senyuman yang dahulu kau ikhlas kan kepada ku, sentuhan yang kau kata hanya untuk ku...tidak...tidak ku lagi terdaya membayang kan semuanya itu tatkala kau dengan orang lain. ku peluk kaki dan tubuh ku, seakan melindungi ku dari bahaya dunia luar. namun, sudah terlambat...hirisan hatiku masih pedih.

pergi ambil pisau, hiris di pergelangan tanganku...mungkin akan meredakan kesakitan hatiku...TIDAK...mungkin telan beberapa pil ubat akan membuat kesakitan ku jauh menghilang
...semua kata-kata fikiran ku yang tidak ku sangka akan ku terfikir. berulang-ulang kali ia berkata memenuh kan akan fikiran ku, melemas kan akal fikiran ku. namun, terdengar satu suara yang jauh dalam fikiran ku yang berkata, JANGAN! ingat kan tuhan...kemana perginya iman ku!!! fikiran ku membelah kepala ku, sakitnya tidak ku tahan.

tidak kah kau tahu, tatkala ini...engkaulah satu-satunya yang ku sayang akan menyelamat kan aku, namun semua ini berpunca dengan kau. apa salah ku hingga kau sanggup membuat demikian kepada ku!! ku cuba mencari jawapan, namun semua kata-kata yang bernaung didalam kepala ku membuat ku lemas, tidak terdaya ku berfikir waras. aku mesti mencari jalan untuk menghentikan naungan itu...Henti! Henti! HENTI!!!

naungan masih melemas kan ku, bayangan botol-botol pil bermain d fikiran ku. ada kah itu satu-satu caranya? ku berdiri dan menuju ke dalam tandas dan mengambil ubat pil dalam kabinet dalam bilik mandi. aku muncul depan ku sebaik ku tutup kabinet ubat. apa yang ku nampak? aku....aku....aku.....

Movie Marathon, how far do i have to run for that event?




















These were the three currently showing movies that me and Z watched today, the 28th October. although both of us were tired from the openhouse event last night. with determination of enjoying the last day of 'weekend' (thats me) and with freakness for movie in cinema (thats Z) we went and enjoyed the movies.

first at 255 pm, we saw SAW 4, in my opinion, as the before saw sequels movies...its all about, trying to teach others by cherish their own life, to teach an aspect of life with torture and all that gist. it is all suspense, violence and some gross scenes to me. during the early scenes of the movie when the coroner (the guy which did the post postmortem for the someones body), i was so at the edge, waiting for his body leaps into life. then the twist of the plot where i was not too bother to remember the plot from all three previous movies.

at 435 pm, we straight to watch Good Luck Chuck, the first half of the movie it has high level of comedy scenes...then approaching in the middle of it, there was not many of comedy level compare to early part, but it is still funny though. like the part where Chuck's personal assistance, Reeba?! appraoched him to get some luck for her which means she have to sleep with her. she jumped on him and said, that Chuck does not have to do anything and no need to open his eyes through out the 'copulate' session with her. she also said to him that if he would like to imagine someone else pretty instead of her during that time. he calmed down and said to her, no...he would like to think about her at that time. isnt that sweet. oh well....to conclude here, its a nice movie.

then at 900 pm, again we went to the last marathon movie of ours, which was waitress, which if you ask Z about it, she would say it was okay and quite slow. but for me, it was nice movie and sweet too. like the way the shots have been taken during the film and plot was decent and nice. the story was sweet. very very chick flick.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Fast as a flash.....Fast as McD....SUPERFAST!

A quick post......IM BORED!!!!

hahahaha